The good news is, I did not throw up today. My stomach may have been wee bit touchier than usual, but all in all, it behaved. I’ll admit that I felt a bit of a clench as I drove up to the hospice tonight, but tonight’s visit with Nora went pretty well.
In even better news, I had my annual check up today, and my doctor was so complimentary. She congratulated me on how much weight I’ve lost and all the progress I’ve made since last year. There were only three negatives – first, when the nurse was asking me very insistently about about what birth control I use. "None? Not even condoms?" she asked incredulously. I finally said something along the lines of "that's not an issue for me." Then the doctor seemed a little put off by my reluctance to be hopeful that having my diabetes diagnosed and getting it under control has made some difference to my fertility. I remain skeptical. I want to be proven wrong, I really do. If I got pregnant without IVF or IUI, I would be delighted. I just don’t think it is going to happen. And finally, when I realized that the reason the gown they gave me was so enormous was not because I am so very thin, but rather that they make them big for pregnant bellies. That was depressing. I hope I do have a big pregnant belly someday.
The best news of all – a project I’ve been working on since November, the redesign and re-launch of a massive website – is going to be pushed live tomorrow. Oh, sure, there will still be plenty of little clean-up items here and there, but it is finally, finally going to happen.
What was the best part of your day?
Yay...yay...and, for good measure, yay!